Saturday March 31, 2012

Today, is when I have and really sore finger and my friends from Edmonton comes down from Edmonton, my mom works all day and my grandma from St. Alberta comes down too. I so tiered. I was up till 12:30 last night. woke-up at around quarter to ten because of my sister and I have done nothing but clean. I can even sit down for 10 minutes. That why I am doing this really quickly. Tomorrow my sister is getting baptised and I feel bad because my grandma didn't get to see me. I just want to sleep for another hour or so. I really don't feel well. What am I supposed to do. Another day of worst. Not because of anybody. Well kind of, I was planning to have a sleepover or go hang out but no I cant but the one who is getting baptised can. I hate being the oldest. I have homework and like its the end of the world and I can even hang out with any of my friends. All I really want to do is just move out because. My sister is aloud to snuggle with my dad but I can't because my room wasn't clean or i am to heavy has someone 50 more pounds  then me can snuggle. I feel like I cant do anything. This weekend is probably the worst of all time.